Hope everyone had a merry xmas.

thank god

ok so my bestie and i had a sluuumber party at my house last night, great, but at like 5 she puked and she was moaning and i had to get up and then i slept in my bed for the rest of the night and she slept on the couch. thank GOD that we didn't decide to sleep in the living room, with our new carpet. and thank him even more that she was facing away from me and stuff. and thank him again and time again that she is feeling better and that she doesn't have to go back to her house, 40 minutes away cause we don't get a sleepover every time u know. yeah. and right now she's worried about looking emo cause she is wearing black eyeliner and mascara, so she didn't wear her shirt with black on it cause that would look over-done, apparently.

i didn't think it had enough.

exhilerating but it sux

so i am actually getting to like swim AND choir, but i am growing to hate piano all the more.



and i broke up with lucas.

here is a breakdown:
i went up to his locker.
ECHO: yo lucas i don't want to go out anymore.
LUCAS: ok.
ECHO: can we still be friends?
LUCAS: yeah, ok.
ECHO: thanx. bye.
i leave.

and i have piano 2nite, although i would rather go to swim practice. and tomorrow when would much rather go 2 the dance i have to go to a swim meet. i am going to miss all of the dances. so, in a nutshell, my life sux. and sum1 puked at the choir concert last night.

were we really that bad?

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O. MY. FREAKIN'. GOD.

twilight was HORRIBLE. it totally ruined the feel i had going for the book. they totally messed up these characters:

EDWARD
BILLY
JESSICA
ERIC
ALICE
EMMETT
LAURENT
VICTORIA

and they messed up the following scenes:

edward swoops in w/ car
bella gets almost hit by car
(p.s. whats with all the cars?)
the meadow
the cullen's house, first sight
playing baseball, wouldn't the WOODEN BATS shatter??
edward wasn't strong or fast enough!!! :-P and he wasn't hot!!
and more!!!

grr

um

p.s. sonar i'm not ur gf, obviously but my name is echo...just btw. but i do love the maximum ride books, twilight, vamp beach, anime stuff, new moon eclipse breaking dawn and omg can't wait for midnight sun...if it's gunna come out at all, anyways. (and, lol, i <3 the enviornment and i've never had meat...odd, i know. but i'm NOT a hippie or whatever! i hate it when people make that assumption.) i didn't think any1 read my blog. so.......yeah. um whatever then

whatever

WE WON OUR SWIM MEET!! and i didn't come in last in any event!!!!

i did:

event 1, 2oo medley relay lane 4 i swum free and went last
event 7, 100 free lane 2 2nd heat
event 11, 400 free, i swum 100 free and went 3rd

so now i just finished my hw and am uber-tired, but WHOOP WHOOP!!

well, i'm back to my normal and depressed self.


i can't go to the roller rama 2nite with lucas (not that he asked me, i asked him) because i have swim. screw it.

not that it really matters because he's so shy...god he won't even say if he likes me!!! let alone kiss me or actually talk to me.

so my life is screwed. screw it!

mixed

not only is my life mixed up rite now, but so are my personalities. they're even more mixed than usual. i try to keep track of them, and keep one dominant most of the time, but some of my happiness and some of my sadness are bleeding into one another and making me confused.

Anyways, I joined swim team (did I already mention that?) and I'm still doing it, which is a surprise. I feel chlorine-y and waterlogged. Not to ...mention... hungry and tired. Wow, I'm running out of vocabulary. Thus concludes today.

who am i kidding?

obviously myself.


but that's besides the point. i asked lucas out again. i know, yell at me, tell me what a pathetic loser i am cause i just won't give up. but.....

he said yes!!!

so now we're gunna go out, hopefully* soon, but our schedules are all mixed up so nothings for sure rite now...

*wow, weird isn't it?

too sad to write a title

this is about .0001% of how bad i'm feeling right now

halloween news

btw again i am over lucas...opps...
anyways halloween was ok got sum candy went w/ 3 other friends we all watched nausica of the valley of the wind and fell asleep at the big battle scene at the very end. fun fun

btwaa...sorry about that weird paint it black post...i was feeling really depressed but now i am again ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhnooooooooo...


i need to go skiing.

hair

oh, btw the day before the dance i got my hair cut short, now it looks like nausica's hair from that movie, and i got 2 purple sections. one has already faded, but the other is still rockan purple only people keep on thinking its blue

i wonder what my grandparents will think

oh, so much better

right. i asked this guy i lik--ed to the dance. he said yes and i was happy. but then an hour before the dance he came up to me and told me he couldn't go. little liar. he said sumthing about his parents not letting him...but later found out from my secret source that his parents didn't know anything about the dance. hes a coward cause my secret source was the one who told me 2 hours before the dance that he couldn't go, and my guy just came up to apologize only because my secret source told him to, cause my secret source is nice like that. he really cares about me, ive known him since we were kidz, but last year he got uber -creepy....but now hes getting better. a lot better


still! i don't like him like that! if i did ask him it would only be as a friend....

depressed

im depressed. no one has asked me to the halloween dance.


although it's not really a suprise.


no, really, i'll be fine.

yes! happiness is almost upon me!

ok so im about to leave
and get....my hair cut shoulder-length! and im going to get purple highlights can't wait!!!!
i am actually happy right now, even though i just slogged through a couple hours of hw



it's unnatural

crop

God, I want to get my hair cut short. I just got it cut, but, somehow it was not satisfying. I really want to get it shoulder-length. I am also thinking about getting some red or pink highlights. Any suggestions?

irony

so anyways like today i like went shopping and it was sooooooooooomuch fun!!!
i never knew it could be so much fun!! i bought like this awesome purse that was so cool you never would have known it only cost like ten dolllars plus did anybody know that you could get free hats at wal-mart shops?? and i ripped samples out of this awesome material at jcpenney, but then the security people shoved me out!!!?

nevermore

PAINT IT BLACK


has anybody ever heard that song? well if you haven't, you need to because
because

because its how i feel
if i feel

really
now i'm just off topic
but what i'm really

trying to say is that i need black nail polish
so i can paint the whole world black
plus my nails too

they need it more than anything

i was almost gettinghappy

now you know how much i reallyyyy need black
cause otherwise i get weird
i ran out...?


i'm running dry....

ech o

god its so boring here. but anyways i am going to write a story to take up all the empty space.

once upon a time there was a pelican named frankbob. he lived in sydney, australia. because i love sydney. and so one day frank decided to go fishing. he caught a small bounty, and then took them to his pelican home, in that weird sails place that everyone seemed to like. he put them in a dish, but then he realized that he couldn't reach his fish because they were in a very shallow frying pan, don't ask why, and only a dog could reach them.


ok, i just got really bored with my story. got any ideas for finishing it?

hello...............anybody?

is there anybody out there....
who cares
about someone like me
no,
i didn't think so

is there an echo in here?

yeah, that's my name, echo.

don't wear it out.



as if




so don't ever think your alone in an abyss

i'll always be there with you